Friday, December 03, 2004
well i am going to blog about yest and today... the former being a really sad day for me...
singapore idol grand finals
yeah yeah... sly lost. i bet lotsa ppl out there are rejoicing over it... haiz can u believe i actually cried... and it is not only once. the performances were awesome and the night was indeed a memorable one. sly's version of i dream touched me and i was just blown away by his renditions of bon jovi's it's my life... many ppl dun lyk it but hello this is rock k! too bad he lost... but i kinda think he already predicted it... the judges were obviously favouring taufik... especially douglas... the comments he gave to sly just had some hidden meaning... lyk the i hope u remain friends with taufik no matter wad is the outcome of this competition... lyk hinting that taufik is going to win and hopes sly won't be jealous or hate... i guess that's why sly was kinda gloomy and depressed throughout most of the show... not that i am saying the judges comments were not true... taufik deserves the title... well both of them do. and den when i saw sly wearing the blue shirt and striped coat... it just reminds me of clay hu wore that too during the ami2 finals and well... he lost. so i was could this be lyk some kinda premonition... and in the end sly really lost. the moment gurmit announce the result... i felt the my surrounding fading and i was lyk in a dream-like state... i just cant get myself to accept the fact and when i finally did.. i cried. actually i was also yawning and u noe tears will appear and den i cried too so they kinda mixed together... that was not the only time i cried... when dan interviewed sly's parents... he said at the end i love you papa mama but it was drowned by the fans' screaming... i caught it though and i found he was really filial and sincere... just lyk how he delivered i dream and anjing... u coulg really feel his emotions. taufik is undeniably a good singer but his songs will make u lyk them when u hear them for the first time but after a few more times u just get bored of his smooth vocals... i am not saying this just bcos i wanna show that sly is betta... this is my honest opinion and i am really sorry if u dun agree with me. i can tell he is filial too when he showed his love for his mom on national tv too... well both of them are good boys, yeah? even though you did not win the competition sly, u are and will always be my idol... for your future career... kambatte neh! i will be one of the first to rush into any cd store to purchase ur debut album! keep that kooky grin of yours on ur face forever!!!:P
air rifle school team selection
well today morning i went to sch for air rifle training... me and mich were lyk aiyah sly lost so sad... den she told me she heard that sly only lost by around 1000 votes... dunno whether it's true... if it is dat means their difference is only by 0.001%!!! that is just so teeny!!! well after that we had to go thru selection for sch team next yr... we r supposed to shoot 20 single-shot cards... my result was 152/200... quite lousy leh... budden at least i'm not the lousiest... sp i not suaning u...i noe that u didnt shoot that well today cos u were pissed, yeah? den fel was bcos mayb the coach fan was standing behind her all the time so she was feeling pressured... so for our next selection u two sure do betta then i will be the lousiest for sure... haiz aniwae i nvr had any hopes of getting on the sch team with pro shooters lyk eli and xiaofei... well i am just gonna enjoy being a regular member and next yr i can slack and just get to noe our new kawaii juniors!!!
badminton
after ar i went to tpcc to play badminton with the rest... they all were late. den daniel came and we were waiting for the others to arrive.. we never exchange a simple hello during the whole wait... we were lyk so cold to each other lor... den jm jy xe and daryl came... followed by nic and bx hu went to kiddy palace to search for sylvester (the cat) soft toy but couldnt find it... sad sad XS den dey saw me and all said i look veri sad lor... budden i was merely tired after a whole morning of training and dey thot that i was sad bcos of sly... i was still sad but that only made up a small portion of my weariness and gloominess... den i went to buy ice coffee and i became real hyper and i am not exaggerating... i played and just bounced around and being so lame... xiner was laughing her head of over my silliness. den i taught nic the basics... i am no pro but i can still handle some ez stuff... it was so funni... every one was lyk telling nic to move her legs and run back or front... she was really cute and everybody cheered when she managed to get a point frm me... i am really proud of her achievements :D she played a game against jm and jy and daniel kept boo-ing jm whenever nic wins a point... i can tell jm was really depressed by their taunting... she was not playing to her normal standards and nic won in the end... just wanna tell jy and daniel and hueva hu bullied her... i dunno if it is bcos she is so cheerful and outgoing... giving u ppl the misconception that she can take these taunting and not be affected and will always remain smiling... if u really tink so, den u r so darn wrong! she is oso human and has feelings k? she treats everyone so nicely and u all just trample on her kindness... u ppl shld seriously change ur attitude... friends shld look after and show their love for one another... ur actions are definitely not wad friends are supposed to do... so jm i just wanna tell u... screw those losers and U R THE BEST FREN ANYONE COULD GET! KEEP SMILING! WE LOVE YOU! *HUGGIES*
1:50 PM
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