I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Monday, September 18, 2006

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haha i was researching for my ss and found this. pretty amusing xD is it politically incorrect? xD oops (: but it was meant for fun lah. well today was real boring. but i had fun gushing with yanyee about keita today. can't believe i found a keita lover in our class (: love ya yan! <3

english xD the whole part about going through the summary was boring although mr toh was quite funny with his whol pronunciation of oooouuu and noooouuu (erm dunno how to express it but it's a very shirley tan way of speaking and it bursts us up xD ooh our group is doing a role play for the topic on family and it's gonna be real fun cos we are gonna act out stereotypes in families nowadays lol xD oooh and i am gonna spoof stuart whee xD

pe was fun haha seepee and nate called me the autistic genius cos i was always the one who managed to make it to home base xD what can i say? i am just too prodigious for my own good lol xD

recess was REAL fun! we were talking about pregnancy (without having sex), all our encounters with weird aunties, taxi drivers and gays. oh man our whole class was just sitting around the middle and chatting. so fun! i wanna do it more xD

bio was boring x| and so was math haha xD

lsl was really stoned. i was real tired so i left all the teaching to xian and i just clicked the ppt. sorry xian! i will make up during the next lesson! xD

went walking around united square for a little before going home xD when i reached home i watch w-inds. on cdtv and keita was SOOOO HOOOT! xD nyeeheehe wanted to start on my ss pt but didnt get much done.

went to the doctor's for my medical checkup for taiwan trip in the evening. we were totally holding up the queue outside cos we spent so much time, both doing the checkup and chatting with our family doctor lol. the blood test was bad. i HATE injections grr. but it was over soon xD now i havta go get an xray done boo. imagine all the cells that i am gonna lose! ><

i shall slack for the rest of tonight lah shrugs xD byebye

well chem was okay but daniel lau was in quite a pms mood over our poor quality of work x| can't blame us for writing the limewater turns chalky cos we have been talk that like, what, 5 years? haha (:

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