I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I AM LEAVING FOR THE AIRPORT IN 45 MINS! xD

sighh gone for a whole MONTH! eeks dunno if i will adjust to the place there x|

hmm anyway shall blog about yest's gathering (:

seepee me and nic were the 3rd to arrive (after jinyao and yixuan who started throwing pillows down at us frm where they were. so childish!) haha yeah andden we immediately started on our prison break marathon (part 2!) andden zuxin rach and mel came but seeing that they have no interest whatsoever in pb, they went downstairs.

then yixuan kept popping in cos apparently he was too bored and there was alot of 'T' going on downstairs xD

daryl was nice and he bought popcorn chicken for us. so after eating we decided to go down to throw the rubbish. then seepee missed a step and hurt her ankle -____- so me and nic left her at the staircase to throw rubbish first. the atmosphere down there damn tense and uncomfortable lah. like one grp is the play cards grp - jinyao, kweky, zuxin and rach then the other grp (dunno what they are doing) - mel, derek and anzhen are like so stoned and so distinct segregation haha xD

so me and nic decided to go back up where the atmosphere is 'T'less xD and seepee was still whining in pain so we just sat at the dark staircase and talked xD then yx and daryl came and we were just having a nice bonding session there with no 'T'! unlike the downstairs one haha (:

then kuoying came! hahaha she's so noisy we knew it was her before she even came up xD she was telling us about her loser experience - boarded the bus and asked the uncle how to get to serangoon mrt and the uncle replied: TAKE BUS LAH. -___________- hahaha then we went back up to watch more prison break!

ooh then it was dinner time! steamboat nehxx. so we were like sitting around (rather awkwardly at first) then eat lor (:

FIRST HALF CAME. heeheee so many code language xD andden SECOND HALF came! we were so confused at first with this code cos everybody seem to be talking about different things. actually it's just me and jinyao and the rest are just clueless as to what we are talking about xD

hmmm then we went back up to watch prison break and dawn keeps coming in hahah cos she wanna use the com to play her pokemon xD then after seepee left we watched one more epi before letting dawn use cos she kept ka-chiaoing us by counting down the number of minutes left to that episode xD

so we went down and jinyao was at the second level watching the house decor show. then me and ky wanted to watch so you think you can dance results and he was just being an ass lah haha xD but in the end he relented (: DIMITRY IS SO HOT! hahaha and stupid jy made us think that he got out x|

after that it was mr bean and it was just real spas and stupid lah (DUH!) so we got bored and decided to go down to where the rest are.

they were like playing mahjong which i was so sick of after shooting chalet xD so nic stayed to watch them while me ky and jy went to watch the amazing race 10. ky was bouncing on the yellow ball xD then me and jy kept speculating that the pair of guys and the pair of girls are actually gays and lesbos so we were like waiting for them to show the relationship. then the guys are models and the girls are beauty queens. so i was like: aiyah maybe they ARE lesbos and gays but they just never show it! hahaha DENIAL (: so throughout the show we were just making alot of lameass comments xD

then nic's mom came (along with lil ryan xD) andden we took her car to bishan mrt lor. then we wanted to pay daryl for the food he bought for us but he just refuses to take it lah. then we were trying to run out before he could give the money back but he still managed to -__- I DONT CARE NEXT TIME YOU MUST ACCEPT K, DARYL! xD

yep then when i reach home i had to pack up luggage nehxx.

so yep that's all i did for yest! and i am leaving in 15 mins!! (i took 30 mins to blog this??! -shrugs-)

SO BYEBYE AND CYA IN ONE MONTH'S TIME! (or whenever i can access the computer in taiwan xD) wish our plane dun get hijacked cos it's a china airline going into taiwan.. they like not that friend friend hor?!)

okiiex my dad decided we shld leave early so byeeee *sobs*

9:44 AM

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