Thursday, March 29, 2007
man havent blogged for so long. gahh so screwed up now. screwed up all my tests. screwing up shooting. screwing up my holiday plans. screwing up my future (haha my future is so bleak now). aiyah hate the world lah!
we have named oli's new stuffed toy - *drum roll* ARE YOU RACIST!
haha spas name right? cos this morning we were all discussing about racism. but such a sensitive issue sia shant delve too deep into it. basically we came up with this idea of the future whereby yunting will marry a westerner, seeepeee a pan asian and me a japanese! hahaha cos we are all crazy over the respective nationalities (: yunting doesnt wanna marry a chinese so we were saying that if next time we receive her wedding invitation we will look at the name first and if it is a chinese we will all just laugh andden go suan her lol. but she said she will only marry a chinese if she falls head over heels in love with him. well, we wish you luck (:
argh and talking about japanese reminds me of our holiday plans. sarah lin and i wanted to go to japan at the end of year and go watch w-inds. concert there too. but now i realised that w-inds. only have their concerts in summer, and the last few are in september. so if we go in december, there will be no concert! *gasps*
yeah but the thing is, if we go in sept it will only be max 10 days, and we wanted to go for two weeks in dec at first. i want sept definitely cos i will get to see the concert but lin wants more time cos her main purpose is not the concert. like grahh lah such a fricking idiotic dilemma.
speaking of dilemmas, there's still the stupid shooting one. the training trip to china is driving me crazy. should i go, and waste $1900 for a CCA that i might not join in JC? my mom told me that she will only let me go if i am joining shooting in JC. and i really dunno now. i am seriously sick of this and it is too heavy a commitment for me to take up when all i wanna do is concentrate on my studies in JC. grahh lah. so i am still contemplating now. i searched RJ's website for their CCAs and meanwhile considered my university options. i really wanna go duke and i am getting confused with the whole medicine thing. they wrote that medicine was only post graduate. anyone kind enough to explain this part? shld have undergrad also one right?? hmm and medicine has no scholarship arghh how? but according to those scholarships given it does not specify your area of study so i am really confused now. blehh.
CCAs i wanna join:
- raffles rock
- japanese club
- interact club (not that much lah)
- shooting -__- (if i cannot find anything else)
basically it's like one from each field - music, lang/culture, communication stuff and sport. well cos US is very diversity based so it will be good to have these when u apply for the schools yeah? haha xD
sighh everything is so screwed up and i haven started on hw yet f lah. went training just now but it was so screwed i felt it was just a waste of my time. damn pissed with everything now.
*goes into emo mood*
bye i shall be off to mourn/mug/dip myself in hw/wallow in misery WHATEVER.
F- IT ALL. I DONT BLOODY CARE ANYMORE.
8:27 PM
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