Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i hate school. dang today was so horrible.
i am listening to black mamba now. damn i love this song xD
We've got one chance to break out
And we need it now
'Cause I'm sick and tired of
waiting studyingSick of this fucking
apartment schoolLove me or leave me or rip me apart
This is the voice that I was given and
If you don't like it take a long walk
Off of the shortest pier you can find
And I'll be singing it out I'll be singing...
Oh,
Mr. Magazine Mrs. Principal
I never wrote one single thing for you
Or your so-called
music school scene
You don't mean a thing to me
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up, you need it too
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up
When they review the
debut schoolworkWhat if the
critics teachers hate you
Don't worry cause they
Might just catch somebody off their feet
Well they can love it or leave it or rip it apart
We're living what we're singing
So I guess that's a step in the right direction
Clever composition and the honesty, honesty
Oh,
Mr. Magazine Mrs. Principal
I never wrote one single thing for you
Or your so-called
music school scene
You both mean shit to me
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up, you need it too
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up
So save your breath and the money you spent
Go work in retail and spare the suspense
Just don't take chances on anything at all
Anything at all
So afraid of anything that may not come that easy
Too afraid of anything you may not have seen before
So afraid of anything that may not come that easy
Too afraid of anything that may not...
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up, you need it too
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up
So save your breath and the money you spent
Go work in retail and spare the suspense
Just don't take chances on anything at all
Anything at all
So save your breath and the money you spent
Go work in retail and spare the suspense
Just don't take chances on anything at all
Anything at all
haha it was spas but whatever (: history just got me real irritated. i got picked on FOUR bloody times in an hour. like wth?! and when i got back the damned paper it just made me go 'OH F***'.
during math i was just emoing (more like being pissed lol). i could tell tiddy didnt really dare bother me cos i was just in a super bad mood. then jteo just had to call me to go do a qn on the board. and i just gave him the pissed face throughout and i think by the end he got scared by me. when i went back to my seat and slouched on the table to do the other qns he came over and sat in front of us. he looked like he wanted to speak but i couldnt be bothered and just continued working with that black face and i think he couldnt gather up enough courage andden he walked away. LOL.
elaine and i were being emo buddies cos our history marks sucked haha. met xiner yikai addy and sherry at the busstop and they were all supporting basketball so i decided to join them too. much better than wallowing in self pity at home.
reached there and our school was down by 11. went to stand with the spsls and our gang were the super high, super vocal, super vulgar, super agitated gang. lol charlene was being an e******. lol go figure. we just spewed so much vulgarities like 'F***!'. but that made me feel better at the end cos i released all my pent up emotions.
our school lost by 3. it was sooooo close dang it! sighh and so we went home with ky and i singing and watching slow down mv on her ipod video xD
reaching home was a torture. all the stupid hw i havta face man. but well i finished them now. so i shall go sleep.
tomorrow shall suck as usual and i shall go into my emo mood once again. well i realised i have 4 types of emotions now - SUPER OPTIMISTIC (like the world will be a better place tmr -___-), EMO, PISSED OR HYSTERICAL. realise how there isnt such an emotion called normal now? -smiles-
monday was hysterical.
tuesday was emo.
today was pissed.
well i supposed tmr will be super optimistic? oooh ewww. and to think i will get back three science papers that are damn screwed up tmr. yeah well i will just be super optimistic and get my hope bubble burst. whatever, friggit all.
i dun even know what to look forward to now. weekends? nah they will be filled with hw anyway.
mmm i can look forward to next tues when i will go watch spidey3 with seeepee (:
finally sth nice (: ohh and seeepeee zhiying and i have made an aspiration to be able to buy a whole island (1st choice: bahamas) lol by the time we are 30.
watch us. we will make it! haha and that will be our safe haven whenever we are damn effed up with life. like, 'today sucks!' -jets off to island-
HAHAHAHA IT'S NICE TO INDULGE IN SUCH DAYDREAMS ONCE IN A WHILE (MUCH MORE FOR HOPE-LESS PPL LIKE US. AND YOU NEVER KNOW, WE MIGHT JUST MAKE IT xD)
10:51 PM
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