I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

whee today is so much fun!!! well the starting wasnt really great but after that we had a whooping great time!!!

i met lin and sarah in sch in da morning to do the com studs thingo... den it turns out that all the clsrooms are locked so we decided to go outside to shoot our video... on our way we past the head prefect >.<>.< after the shooting we went to buy tix to watch howl's moving castle... den cos we got lyk about an hr more b4 the movie starts we decided to just walk ard... first we wanna buy cheese fries frm kfc but they only open at 10 den we went back up again... den we went toilet and then 7th floor's was cleaning in progress... the 6th floor's too... ditto for the 5th... and when we finally thought the 4th's was usuable it turned out that it was washing in progress! tok about suayness!!! bleh... den it ended up that the B1's was usuable... wad a waste of time... we bought the cheese fries and rushed all the way back to the cinema.

by da time we reached we only missed lyk 10 mins of the commercials andden the movie started soon... this is wad the movie is basically about... took it frm a site:

Howl's Moving Castle is based in a slightly fantasy setting, in that magic fantastical creatures and many fairy-tale conventions exist. The heroine is Sophie, who lives with her step-mother and two step-sisters after her father dies, leaving them his hat-shop. Sophie, the eldest, stays on with her mother to help run the hat-shop, which she will inherit someday. Sophie crosses paths with an evil sorceress who for some reason that is not revealed at first, casts a spell on Sophie that turns her into an old woman and prevents her from telling anyone about it. Forced to leave the hat shop, Sophie goes to find some way of breaking the curse and ends up taking refuge at the moving castle (yes, it is a castle that can move about, and also has a door that can lead to four different locations). This place belongs to Howl, a charming yet seemingly irresponsible wizard with a reputation for chasing pretty girls. The castle is powered by Calcifer, a fire demon who lives in the hearth and is bound by a contract with Howl. He makes a secret bargain with Sophie; he will break the curse she is under, if she can find a way to break the contract as it could destroy him and Howl. Sophie takes a position as housekeeper and tries to find out what the contract is (Calcifer is also bound not to tell her what it is), whilst putting up with Howl's annoying behaviour, and there are further complications when he clashes with the evil sorceress. blah blah on the story goes but there is only one thing i wanna say and that is HOWL IS SO HOT!!! haha... he is lyk just so cool and his voice (voiced by the ever so charming takuya kimura *heart heart heart*) is so sexy... haha i sound so obsessed... he is so good-looking but i lyk him betta with his hair blonde and long fringe over the blonde with short and straight finge or the orange or black/blue hair... and me and sarah decided to co-own him... i said it first! no stealing! haha... and the spastic dog is so kawaii!!! he is so funny and really spastic!!

after the movie we went to action city andden i bought the itachi forehead protector (the one witha line striking across the konoha sign) and a konoha sign necklace... wahh spent so much money today... but i felt it was worth it ((:

shall end here... must go do hw andden can watch anime and fanart edward... haha... btw y does everyone put that face >.< whenever they found out i am an anime fan too?? hmpf weirdos... haha ((: ja minna!

6:20 AM

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