I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

shrugs aaron carter's engagement is gone. wow he actually took my advice lol xD smart thing to do dude but i like you no more! i just get grossed out when i see him lol xD that's something happy amidst my math remainder and factor theorem mugging whee xD

i just heard from alice that the juniors think that we go to safra just to socialise. sighh that's so sad to hear. we are really passionate about shooting k. just because there are others there does not mean the main purpose is to socialise. it's impossible to go train there so often and not even make a single friend right? shrugs tomorrow we are gonna clear the air with them so i hope it would straighten out their misconceptions. cos now they are not willing to go to safra to train cos of the fact that they dun want to 'socialise'. let's hope everybody can pull things together after tmr's talk and a good team for next year can be made up (:

8:24 PM

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