I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Monday, September 11, 2006

whee i finished my hist ws! it's just basically copying from the notes, not much brain power involved which was good cos i am pretty much brain dead from first day of school. i feel so accomplished cos my paper is just one big mish mash of words haha xD i am probably not gonna look at it again cos it's all jumbled up xD hmm what happened on first day of school?

well ms siow is so mean to me! i just didnt have time to complete the physics ws cos i was busy during the hols at camp and chionging pts! i attempted the first page at least x| then at the end of the day she came in class and was talking to someone else and she saw me and said, "well pingfang i will always remember you for not completing your physics assignment" and i was like *whines* "but it's only once!" and she told me "I BEAR GRUDGES". MS SIOW i always very guai and do your physics ws so just spare me for once lah! human are bound to err! boo made me so upset after school x|

well lsl today was so amusing cos the teacher didnt follow us up to the class and so we were left with the boys alone. they were very rowdy cos they dun have any supervision from the tcher lah. thanks me and xian feel so authoritative x| but we gave them a quiz and they were just blatantly discussing and shouting answers it's so cute haha xD love the boy boys! they ask alot of qns and made me and xian go around so many times and i ended up being so thirsty haha. we rewarded them with chuppa chups (sp?) but it's provided by the tcher so not that sincere lah haha xD

after lsl i went for a haircut after eating lunch with xian at macs. there's this group of ij girls + a guy (so odd one out haha) and they started talking about some weird topic and making out and all that stuff so me and xian were like -SHRUGS?!- yeah whatever it's not impt.

my haircut went err okay lah at least got some improvement xD i just want my hair to grow longer again! too short! xD

yeah after i came home my whole time was just spent doing hist x| for what, 3 hours?!?! -dot dot- stupid msn is down, dunno why. eeks so weird to not have my msn signed in eurghs. no spas convos for today x|

alright i shall go mug math or finish those physics ws or else ms siow might remember forever my second time of not attempting my work. -shrugs-

bye then (:

9:30 PM

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