I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Monday, January 01, 2007

WHEEEEEEEE firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!! A HAPPY 2007!!! A HAPPY PIGGY YEAR!!!! lol (:

today was pretty cool (: went out for a celebratory lunch cum dinner with lin and sarah for the new year xD went to seoul garden at taka. and we ended eating there for around 5 hours lol. and everyone left and came and left and we are still there lol. damn full man wanna burst liao. but i ate like more than 20 scoops of ice cream! i am pro (: we paid 27 bucks k. so bloody ex today x| must eat all its worth (:

after that we went home and so i was just stoning around till it reaches countdown where everyone starts conversing hahah (: taiwan convo! hahaha so funny it was the real mass convo and countdown that i had. the others were just indiv convos xD ohh mr mizar and i had a convo and he was like, hope that the happy in happy new year is not another cliche. like omg so emo! hahaha (: and i opened like a gazillion convos to wish ppl happy new year lol.

taiwan convo was real happening at first. all the discussion about pig year, us finally sec 4s, countdown parties (and sucky perfs) etc. then it started dying down -___- end up being like only marvin and i chatting. so sad! hahah but nvr mind it was fun while it lasted (:

then kelvin was telling me about some douglas fong person and how he supposedly seems like he knows me. but i have no idea who he is -___- shrugger. eh kelvin's cheesecakes are CHIO. and i am not lying can. but your gingerman really very spas lah. that's how i truly feel (:

sighh it's the new year but it just aint bringing the happiness i thought i should be feeling. but i shall still cheer up and face 2007 with enthusiasm and optimism! yayers (:

nights everybody (i supposed most of you are asleep by now) and HAPPY 2007 ONCE AGAIN! (:

12:23 AM

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