I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Monday, May 21, 2007

my com is fixed! (at least in the process of fixing xD)

apparently it caught a few viruses lol, but i am fixing them now (:

and my neighbour who helped to fix my com was so shocked by the lack of antivirus software in my com haha. cos my norton antivirus expired long ago but i cant be bothered to update it (:

so he just fixed everything for me yay!

and my cpu is making really loud and weird noises so he said that's bcos there's SAND in it. haha damn frightening thought. he said to unscrew the cpu and clean the interior lol and this is recommended once a year! so go do it everybody or the sand will accumulate like mine and reach this weirdo stage! (:

shall clean it over the weekend xD hope i dun spoil it though ahaha. wish me luck! (for bio spa tmr too. i desperately need to pull up my FAILED bio grades xD)

10:09 PM

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