I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

raffles book day was a FLOP lol.

ppl (at least most sec 4s) seriously couldnt care less lol. so i shant even attempt to blog about it cos i dun really have any real great memories of it other than some funny parts in the perfs (and nate and my simultaneous 'errr') hahaha (:

R project was... eventful hahah (:

we (beaumonde ppl plus me xian qiuping and yunting) met up at bishan mrt to go to rj together. saw mich yitian and huiru there xD

the way there was super amusing cos we got stared at by alot of rj/ri ppl cos we were in a huge grp and wearing rg uni lol. then they decided to cut through ri to reach rj and there was this grp of ppl who followed us thinking we knew the way. BUT WE DON'T! hahah (:

so we had to get help and eventually reached rj lol. from there we still had to find our way to the multi purpose hall which was like ZOMG difficult (seeepeee i salute u for finding the place all by urself lol, i would have just given up and went home xD)

we managed to follow this huge crowd and walk what seemed like a super duper uber long stretch of road to the place. jasmine said that we could have walked from our school to far east by then lol. quite true you know haha!

by the time we reached that damned place we were all sweaty and tired lol how are we gonna survive there next year?!

then we had to stand in queue and waited suuuuper long x| and we were making so much noise lol such a disgrace xD

*fast forward to the show itself*

starting show by some rj dude sucks haha. and his parents were in front of us so when we kinda insulted him they turned around lol. OOPS!

west grand rocks! love bryan (: but most of the time i was just looking at the drummer dude he's so cool! hahaha i am so inspired to work hard now (:

the show seriously does not promote true beauty cos they just found good looking skinny/good build ppl to be models. how's that true beauty?

beaumonde you better do a better job! and they said they were gonna make me an advisor for bringing them such wonderful ideas. THANK YOU!

anyway claire's bro was a model and he was pretty hot man! looks like a korean lol.

after the thing we walked all the way back to j8 to take mrt. gosh this is like a trial of how next year is gonna be like lol. good exercise though xD

talking to seeepeee now and we were just discussing about TAI. and i was saying how butcher's name is damn cool. so i said i need a cool name like that too, so i shld call myself 'FISHMONGER'! hahahaha (: FANGGER is cool enough for now lol though seeepeee suggested fangster (sounds like friendster lol).

this is a pic of the butcher that i wanna share. he's so cool he's drumming blindfolded! ooh and some say he looks naked lol but HE AIN'T! (:

11:55 AM

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