I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

seeepeee FORCED/HARASSED/PESTERED me to blog. MEANO! hahaha (:

these few days have been like HEAVEN. hahah it's just slack slack slack everyday xD

ora rocks! kay more like 408 rocks cos i didnt really experience much of ora. it was just booth shifts after booth shifts (:

first i was at psb booth checking whether the set up was going fine. then me and melloon being the slackers that we were just plomped ourselves there and just helped add mayo to the mashed egg. and there were so many idiots (coughsespeciallyadacoughs) that came to criticise mel and my masterpiece hmpf.

then the first sandwich made by chelsea for natong was super screwed haha it was all weird and flat and i dunno just funny haha xD

had to leave for shooting shift which was super loser haha. i just sat at the 'counter' and registered and gave prizes to those who shot. kohzhengning came and gave me a gingerbreadman xD it's damn hard you know haha. and she claims to be a natural shooter. and she really aint all that bad you know. hmmm...

then got this stupid grp of ri guys. i think one of them is a shooter who is the most asshole of them all. he just came and the first thing he asked was 'what's the highest score so far?' and 'no gloves ah?' trying to act pro and all so i got super irritated and just left the others to tend to him cos if i do it i might just lash out at him lol.

then he shot and got lower than the highest score and he was acting just damn idiotic. grr cant stand it.

next was 408 booth! i was totally looking forward to it xD selling brownies and bubble tea with our class is just so fun xD we totally rock with the sale of bubble tea man! 300 cups whipped off the shelf (stall?) in 2 hrs! (:

apparently there was lotsa scandals going on but sadly i stayed at the booth so i didnt see much. dang! xD

i loved the song dedications! just a lil pity that it didnt project all that well in the canteen x| i dedicated black mamba to 408 but when it played we were all so busy cos the bubble tea just came so i didnt really get to enjoy it blehh xD

went far east with slum cryslee and sorn after that. sorn and i went to buy mother's day and yikai's present. we were super efficient and finished shopping in like 1 hr i think xD but sorn was being so useless haha! cos she had henna done on both her palms so when we made payments i had to juggle all my stuff along with her wallet, and make all the necessary payments. you better be grateful for this! (:

shrugs back to school tmr x| but at least we get to give yikai her bday present which i personally think is pretty cool xD woots!

(love william beckett and his constant emoing over minute things haha! quotes: i am feeling a lil SALTY.')

5:48 PM

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