I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

heyhey! haven't been blogging for a long time haha. went to tanjung pinang, this small island in indonesia over the weekend. shall post that blog with photos tmr xD

anyway went to watch shrek 3 with nate seeepeee and ky today (:

and i saw MS PRISCILLA ANG at the underpath area! hahaha we stared at each other before i walked off lol. dang shld have said hi but i would have malued myself if she didnt rmb me haha. anyway that encounter left me smiling the whole way to lido lol (:

i was being the queen on loudness at the most inappropriate moments in the cinema lol. like when the ad ends and there is this pregnant pause before they screen the next ad, i will just burst out some super loud and spastic comment haha. like the movie balls of fury trailer, i went 'CATCH THE BALLS!' at the end of the ad and nate was all tsktsk at me haha (:

and there was this awkward pause where this interval screen came on for super long so everybody was like wondering what the hell. and ky was asking why the hell is there even an interval when the movie hasnt even started (which makes total sense haha)

ky and seeepeee were wearing the shrek ears haha what dorks!

the movie was cute xD and justin aka prince artie was <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwVBLve3TCjP71dkEFTkxt2UkMh7mc2IfYPm3_g4kePI7aPC0yL4kX7_BEFJb0Rd2B6YUijaQkggULh0NtBIzhqJjQcpLTryj_9-eoWnMvLWiA78YHEugvtB1n7DYHgkxaOQka/s1600-h/P05-06-07_13.03.jpg">

I GOT A PICTURE WITH ZEGERS *DOES A VICTORY DANCE* and yunting says he's on my shoulders haha that sounds LOVELY! (: and seeepee commended me for blocking the girl. like hella duh do i look like i want her in the pic? NOR.

anyway ky and i were plotting how to get those flyers they attached to the handle bar thingum at the top. so we said that when we reached our stop yishun, we will walk in diff directions and each take the thickest stack and walk out, pretending we didnt know each other. haha and it was a really frightening experience but what we kept reassuring ourselves was that even if ppl look at us doing this malu act it's not like we are ever gonna see them again so heck it and just go ahead man! so it was super funny i did it real quickly it was like STAND UP. REACH THE BAR. EXTRACT THE FLYERS FROM THE BAR. WALK TOWARDS DOOR. WAIT WITH HUMILIATION AS I WAIT FOR DOOR TO OPEN WHILE PPL STARED. WALK OUT. FINDS KUOYING. WOOHOO MISSION COMPLETE AND ACT LIKE PSYCHOS. hahaha (: here are my grabs (:

training went fine but B (you know, nate) was being a total irritating freak. it didnt help that his perfume was so strong it was choking me.

left with ky to go to tangs cos the ckin2u flyers said they were giving away samples of the perfume and you could win an ipod nano with the ad as the skin it was sooo fricking cool. turns out the perfume samples were outta stock and the ipod lucky draw was over. F- IT MAN.

but whatever ky and i just went to ps cos i had drums at 6. went mos and had dinner. had curry chicken foccacia and dang i really love the foccacias man! too bad the creamy sausage is outta stock i am craving it so much (: we shared nuggets and we started this debate on whether kfc had nuggets. i said no and ky was positive there was so we made a bet and the person who lost had to treat the other to mos nuggets. oh holy cow kfc did have nuggets! hahaha i felt like such a loser xD

had drums and it was fun. my tcher said it was one more lesson before we throw the book aside and go on to learning songs! woohoo i am so loving this (: i promise to practise hard cos my level now is real unsatisfactory x| ky and i went to look at the drums and basses. i want the electric drums that cost around 2200 bucks. shucks there was one which was only 1500ish but it wasnt a complete set grahh.

anyway i changed my drums timing to fri 4-430 so i no longer have to wait till 6 on tuesdays! yep nate weiting xian whoever that means you no longer have to wait with me kekex. now i can go with weixian for drums since hers is b4 mine yay! and we both got the free issue of the mag with the ckin2u ad at yamaha lol!

TODAY FRICKING ROCKED! (:

9:35 PM

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