I've chosen DARKNESS

ALONE
IN
THIS
DARKNESS

x FANGGER

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?

Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us that we now send our children into the world

Like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return

But knowing that some would be lost along the way.

When did we lose our way?

Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?

There comes a time when every life goes off course.

In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses and find solace in someone unexpected?

Will you reach out?

Will you face your greatest fears bravely or move forward with faith?

Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life

You expect it to always be there

For you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.

But then one day you feel something else

Something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.

And in that moment you realize…

You're HAPPY.

Friday, June 15, 2007

today was pretty fun xD

training in the morning sucked. coach jia kept correcting alot of my mistakes and even though it helped my arm got super strained and tired towards the end.

after training ky and i went to orchard to meet up with seeepeee for an afternoon of retail therapy hahaha. nah it's just that seeepeee and i both havta attend wedding dinners so we were like buying stuff for it and ky had nike vouchers so we just decided to shop together.

ate lunch with ky at mos while waiting for seeepeee to come. creamy sausage foccacia rocks xD

anyways seeepeee came after a super long time haha andden we started shopping at taka. we went on to wisma and paragon, then back to wisma and taka then wheelock and finally far east. gosh super long journey.

i wanted a skirt, seeepee wanted shoes and a whole outfit and ky just wanted to buy stuff from nike. saw this real pretty white skirts at topshop and cos the queue was so long we decided to forget it. so after walking to paragon and not finding anything satisfactory we decided to go back to topshop to try the skirt. but it didnt look nice plus it was so translucent haha.

so we were really disappointed cos we havent bought anything after walking around for so long. so we decided to go wheelock where ky can use her nike voucher. she bought a shirt and slippers andden we went to eat haato. man missed it so much xD

walked all the way to far east and got a white skirt at this fashion yay! xD andden sipei was sad that she still hasnt bought anything so she suggested going to chamelon cos she wanted nail polish. she bought black and i got brown xD

then she bought a pair of super dainty and chio black heels xD we tried on so many stilettos today it was scary haha it's basically impossible to walk in. wonder how ppl do it man (:

retail therapy does work but once i reach home but depressed mood just swung back again. didnt have dental cos it's shifted to next wednesday.

alrigth shall be good and do some work tonight. gonna go fetch sarah and lin at the airport tmr then rush off for taiwan gathering at escape xD there's still a family gathering at night dang my whole day's gone!

7:56 PM

__________